Preparing for Surgery (again) and Toxic Masculinity in the Waiting Room

On Monday, I’ll be having surgery #6 at M.D. Anderson. This is the second surgery this year! Luckily, it’s a small one again–this time to remove two tumors on my left hand. Recovery should be pretty quick, overall, but I’ll be unable to use my left hand for about two months, all-in-all.

During the preop appointments this past week, I overheard parts of one particularly interesting and problematic conversation.

An older man was with this wife and daughter. They were talking about Matt Lauer, and the older man exclaimed:  

I don’t know of anybody I haven’t made a pass at! 

He laughed and laughed.

They laughed and laughed.

Such a comment reveals a complete disregard for decency and shows a perfect example of rape culture. I also think his words are interesting because he did not mean “anybody” – he meant people he read and he deemed: young, attractive, and female.

He also effectively confessed–in a room full of people knowing their would be no consequence–to being a bully, at the very least. Now, I’m wondering what else he did to all of these people. What happened if they rejected his advances? How often did he cheat on his wife?

(Well, he didn’t know I would be writing an article about it!)

At some other point, his wife suggested that the women accusing Lauer of sexual misconduct and rape knew what they were doing/what they wanted and only wanted to get money.

People–across the board–can perpetuate rape culture. 

This family also complained about the wait. They hadn’t even been waiting 30 minutes. I’ve waited 4-6+ hours for an appointment many times. M.D. Anderson is full of medical doctors and nurses and others who dedicate their energies to saving other people. I can wait.

Anyway, their daughter went to the check-in station to complain.

They were also complaining about patients who “would get offended” if the nurses checked vital signs and whatnot in the waiting room.

Always remember: Toxic masculinity and privilege/oppression exist every where. bell hooks would remind us that men are also victims of patriarchy. Men cannot be blamed without also blaming–and reforming–culture everywhere. 

Dr. Andrew Joseph Pegoda 

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  1. This man’s comment makes sense to me as a member of his generation (probably). My perspective is that none of that family’s behavior is unexpected. People are like that. Life was very different for men of a certain age, and it was expected of them to flirt with women, and even to violate their personal space (though only expected of them by their male friends). The social pressure by one’s cohort is that big. Women knew their objections would fall on deaf ears, that pressure is so great. It would be interesting to compare a list of what each age group would call social pressures on their genderhood.

    I remember thinking about this back when I was in my 20s. It occurred to me then that acceptable male behavior fell into extremely narrow ranges, compared to the range for women. But that was back in the caveman era before gays could “come out,” and certainly a very long time before trans could. And I thought to myself, for many men who declared that they were gay, or bisexual, their reasons may have been because they felt more comfortable outside that narrow range, and not necessarily because they were “truly gay.” No one even questions that of declared gays today, but the thought clearly reflects that the change in attitude about acceptable behavior is more gradual than it may seem to be today. It is the kind of change that doesn’t make it into print, sound or sight until a large number of people realize that the change has occurred. It gives a kind “saltatory” feel to change when it really isn’t that abrupt. It is a sign that the range of “acceptable male behavior” is expanding, even as that third, or fourth category of gender/sex/choice … is developing.

    It is still not expected of men to take women of any age seriously and a cause of a lot of anger in women throughout life. It may cause enough trauma in life to explain the gender difference in behavior of dementia patients, and that women are more likely to get Alzheimer’s. My theory is that the greater the trauma you have in life the more likely you will suffer from Alzheimer’s because it reflects the “overuse” of trauma pathways in the brain (which operate on much higer voltages than other pathways and thus explain how talking about past trauma makes it worse).

    But now, it seems, some people are being brought to task for showing in their behavior that they do not take them seriously for anything other than sex. The real test will come if women finally can break the barriers to promotion, wage caps, and become held in as high esteem as men are (in general). Shankar Vedantam’s ‘Hidden Brain’ podcasts tells us about many studies that show how the barriers continue. One of these points out how female faculty will talk about women leaders in their field more than male faculty will, and how little discussion of women in history occurs in any field.

    Things happen so fast sometimes it is difficult to keep perspective. If you look at the men who have been accused of sexual assault, all fall within a group who did not grow up with the internet, and certainly most of their growth was without social media. There will be a stark age line between those accused and those not accused. Of course such behavior as these men have been accused of is really demeaning and rude, but it was not considered as such when they came of age. Humans live long enough for very abrupt expectation changes to occur for everyone. So when you reach the ripe old age of 50-75, you will also be shaking your head when you hear what younger members (maybe not women, but maybe yes, but probably of certain ethnic groups or LGBT or some other minority as yet to appear) accuse the elderly of.

    Garrison Keillor said something that may have sounded inappropriate at the time when a woman accused him, but which may have a lot of truth in it. He said that many people press against him for a hug and a selfie, and maybe his hand landed accidentally on a spot that some might object to today. However, he says some women had touched him inappropriately, but he is not accusing those women of sexual assault. He makes a good point, accidental violations of personal space can occur, especially in today’s idol-worshiping trends. Think about how much a student needed a hug and you wanted to supply that hug. When did you choose not to give that hug because you might be accused of sexually assaulting that student? The woman who is accusing Keillor may be guilty of just wanting to jump on the band wagon. Or maybe not. It is difficult to tell with just accusations and no court ruling to depend upon. Or when the case is settled out of court and under non-disclosure rules, like Sen. John Conyers cases. I strongly think there will be a spreading backlash from some men so accused.

    What women were forced to put up with in the past are not what they feel compelled to do today, for the most part. But there are probably many exceptions, as well. It is extremely difficult for me to be that angry with what a man did 20 years ago. However, the behavior has become more and more objectionable since then. When a 75 year old man is accused of such behavior today for something that happened within the past 10 years, one does have to question whether he ever “grew up” (I am thinking of Charlie Rose, and if he behaved as accused at even 50, that would be a clear sign that he had not developed the social skills expected of a 50 year old man. His objectionable behavior occurred as recently as 2010).

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  2. Oh, I forgot to mention: having to have so many surgeries must take a big emotional toll on you. I am truly sorry that you have to have them. I feel the pain way too easily. I am already extremely nervous about doctors, having been hurt by so many of them because of all the toxins running under my skin all my life, without having to subject myself to their painful procedures now.

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    • Thank you. I always worry what my brain will be like after surgeries. It always take at least a month for me to “be back.” Maybe if the advanced in medicine continue as they are they’ll be able to fix things without toxic surgeries and medications one day.

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    • There have been many discoveries that fix things without surgery, but MDs seem to ignore that valid published research. I have seen how powerful mind-body medicine techniques are and think that a lot of surgeries could be obsolete when they realize how they can use these techniques.

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  3. I wish you well in surgery and recovery.

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